3 days post op

Today has been an interesting day. First was the march for choice happening. Unfortunately I'm not fit to attend but I'm so proud for everyone that did go. It's an important issue that needs to be resolved and women given back their right to decide over their own bodies. 

A friend popped in quickly today and she told me how brace I was to take the decision i did. As have many of you online told me. I haven't even considered this being brave, this is what I need to do to stay alive for myself, my husband and my 2 girls. I know in my soul that another pregnancy could kill me and I need to stay alive for my girls as they need their mammy.  There is many pregnant women taking their decision based on what is best for everyone affected by that specific pregnancy and we need to trust them.

Mentally I'm doing very well. Physical I'm doing well too. The pain isn't that bad, bloated like I don't know what. Tiredness that comes on and I've just had to have a nap. Last night I had my first hot flashes, this is gonna be an interesting side effect. Cause normally I'm freezing and do love snuggle up getting really warm and cosy.

Think cuddly tops and socks and then that blanket and a cuppa hot cocoa. Wonder what my new cuddle thing will be??